wHeN i gEt mOrE pErsoNaL

2010-09-01T15:56:00.001+08:00

do u really have to be so bad to me? i am breaking down.

2010-08-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

24th birthday eve...

i guess my blog is where i can still categorise as private since facebook is so easily tracked and stalked (like seriously).

another year has come to an end, i will be 24 by tomorrow. looking back, i have to admit last year has been a total roller coaster for me with a lot of ups and downs which at certain point of time in my life it made me kind of drowsy.

but despite of what have happened, overall i am rather happy with everything that i have and don't have now. and of course i feel that i improved a lot as a person. i have better understanding when things don't go my way, i learn to be more patient and of course cry less. haha!

work has been the main focus last year since beginning of the year i sadly had to end my two year relationship. it is not easy to recover but somehow i managed to overcome it. and of course i have moved on ever since. work has always been busy (or rather like hell!) but the amount of knowledge that i have learned is madness! super a lot and i thank God for that!

in the age of 24, i wish for improvements in every single aspect of life. in relationship, work, social family and my own goodself. for now, i sincerely want to thank:

Carol: for the super early birthday present.
Ed: for the birthday lunch
Hong Wee: for the birthday wish call at 22:34. OMG! he is damn cute. he said, "yuli jie jie, u don't sleep first ok? u wait until 00:00 midnight. maybe there will be miracle." i was like haha-ing all the way! dying to see him :)

2010-07-26T10:23:00.004+08:00

because.you.exist.

and.one.day.when.we.meet.again.i.hope.u.stay.the.same.

2010-07-04T00:36:00.004+08:00

Germany just wow-ed me with their score: 4-0 against Argentina, leaving Messi speechless...
and of course GOOD JOB, MIROSLAV KLOSE! again u make GERMANY proud!

Well, of course i am all EXCITED for 2:30am game, VILLA & TORRES! SPAIN is going to WIN for sure...

Mega is a big time supporter of Germany and i am forever Spain supporter...

If SPAIN and GERMANY meet in the next match, i guess there will be cold war in the house, at least for a month! after the game, so let's see :)

*Poor Peter - BRAZIL is eliminated after losing to the orange team.

2010-06-24T16:08:00.002+08:00

my life is quite in a MESS! and i mean it. FML! at least for now...

2010-04-27T10:11:00.001+08:00

if love is the answer, could you rephrase the question?

2010-03-30T14:45:00.000+08:00

i don't know what to do?

2010-03-25T09:58:00.003+08:00

happy birthday AXEL HUE! wish u all the best in the year 2010! please grow up! huahahaha!!!

welcome back inez... to our beloved SINGAPORE *sarcasm* sial lu nyez!!!! kenal gw di sini... tiba2 suka2 aja bilang mau balik indo... ampe taon depan lg! gw gmn nyezzzz???? *sad sad*

beloved yu wen! one thing for sure - WE CAN DO IT! don't ever doubt yourself! i know you are good, good at it specifically! huahahaha!!!

DDD (Dear Don Don) - love everything that u have done for me... especially FOOD HOPSSSS!!! *food food* sending me home and you promised you are going to bowl with me, please remember! i will buy u "ULTRAMAN" or "ASTROBOY"! wait till we get the $$$...

sweetest sis ever! let's plan our OZ trip!
LINK TO JO! i maybe going! yay!!! hopefully can make a trip to visit you :)

that's all for now *full and satisfied*

2010-03-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

i am emotionally affected by what being discussed today...

2010-03-16T13:21:00.002+08:00

JQ is right when he said,

"A man does not need to understand a woman, he just needs to love the woman unconditionally."
"And a woman does not need to love a man much, she just needs to understand the man."

2010-03-15T09:45:00.003+08:00

he said to my friend, "It's raining heavily outside! but look at her, she is so dry..."
then my friend asked, "Ya, how come?"
he answered, "Because half of my body is wet!"
i smiled :)
i thought that was very sweet of him...

2010-03-09T23:19:00.004+08:00

today i am really disappointed with someone... if you happen to read this please remember... i have never expected you to become like this. as a person, you have created so much problems to people around you... and i hate to say i guess i will never be able to trust you anymore... be it now or in the future.

you make me realised that one's character will never change no matter how many promises being said.

>:( in super angry mode!

2010-03-07T23:27:00.002+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

quoted from "anonymous"

2010-03-06T12:15:00.002+08:00

"recognition doesnt come by chance, it's by the amount of efforts you put in that make people see."

it just feel good when at certain point of my life, i feel appreciated... doing pretty well with my current job, in the sense that i believe i have improved and grown up so much and i become more independent... which is GOOD! but still can be BETTER! i am so proud of myself for the achievement that i did recently. i finished the whole 20 pages ++ of detailing in 3 days (NO OT)! it's what my other colleagues said "spoil the market". actually it's definitely not my intention... i am just trying to make my life easier :) *revisions SUCKS to the CORE! and thanks to the new system that Ed implements - 2 hours slots system and making me the in-charge person, i can now so called plan our schedules well, which means less OT! :))) thumbs up to Ed!!!!

other than that, i have to be honest, i am yet fully recovered. but because of busy schedule and support from a group of nice people, i think i can control the way i feel and think for the time being. i believe i need time... and yes! all i have is time... *trying to stay positive* huahahaha!!!

2010-03-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

mamee monster :)

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2010-03-01T09:48:00.002+08:00

i don't like, not him...

oh my goodness... it's really starting to get me on my nerve... why is everyone match-making me with him??? everyday people will just nag at me about the same thing over and over again! i mean it, AGAIN!!! please give me a break :(

2010-02-24T22:47:00.002+08:00

i feel happy today
to meet
to hug
to spend time
to chat
to eat together
with you :)

happy happy happy happy happy :)

2010-02-24T10:10:00.002+08:00

when body ache and heart ache come together... the feeling is AWFUL!

2010-02-23T10:30:00.004+08:00

architectural structural drawings!!!!!!

AAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

2010-02-21T22:19:00.002+08:00

between LOVE and INFATUATION @.@

interesting article! check out JO's latest post :)

let it be our memories :)

2010-02-21T00:06:00.012+08:00

sisterhood love~ on our way to CHINGAY FESTIVAL 2010!

she only loves CHANEL! & F****** HUI!

sisterhood love @ crystal jade

that milk tea on the flask! does remind me of secondary school chemistry lesson! oh no! MADAM LAM! @ crystal jade

waterfront @ keppel bay! it'll be awesome if i own one of the yatchs! :)

prive the waterfront cafe @ keppel bay

randomness~

mami gendut! she does gain weight!

hope you like it :) happy birthday

sisterhood love

stunning shades

thats very fishy! LOL~

couldn't recall why i have to be so stern =.=

2010-02-20T11:39:00.004+08:00

QQ penguin is dancing when signing it!!! i actually LOVE the dance :)

2010-02-19T10:18:00.004+08:00

words to describe 2009:

* family: distant yet warming.
* career: challengingly adventurous.
* romance: eye-opener tiring.
* wealth: more to come?
* friends: entertainingly fun!

counting down to work - 2 days! which means parents are going to leave soon :(
going to be sad... already feeling the pressure of work... the pressure of having to settle the house buying... prudential life insurance? no pressure coz i am meeting KX most prolly during lunch time... putting a closure to year 2009 (a bit too late though). but really looking forward to a better 2010~ stay positive and everything will spell out "I-M-P-R-O-V-E-M-E-N-T"

2010-02-18T01:28:00.005+08:00

"some things are meant to be the way they are"

it took me a lot of courage to type the last word, i want to tattoo it on my forehead so that i always remember...

cheer up yuli!

i want to dedicate this to my dearest friend, ADELINE HIOE who is most prolly in her worst day ever today, but i wish she and her family would stand up strong and not giving up. tomorrow will be brighter :)

2010-02-17T12:49:00.003+08:00

he said he should go out more often to look for skirts!

that being said, i should go out more often to look for boxers -.-lll

2010-02-17T10:43:00.006+08:00

yay!!! finally, finally yes finally! yuli has a QQ ID! have to admit, the CHINA version of MSN is uber cool! still exploring :) till this moment, only have xiao peng and CBX on the list *sobs* *sobs* (CBX, we've got some catching up to do!) but MORE to come (haha!)

things about QQ which i LIKE the most: EMOTICONS! the pink piggy is super cute!

wonder if INDO has another form of MSN, but i DOUBT so! :_(

PS: thanks that special *someone* who got me this :)

2010-02-16T12:48:00.003+08:00

words of inspiration from uncle YU! which are now my new chinese new year resolutions... i am so amazed by his wisdom the way he talks the way he brings himself... hard to believe such person still exists in this complicated world.

2010-02-15T10:55:00.002+08:00

happy birthday dear xiao peng da ge! let me not reveal your age LOL~ anyway together with the coming of my tiger year, hopefully its another great year for you. glad to have been your dear sister for close to 2 years... here's wishing you: to be more mature (after all u r already old uncle siao! haha), be a more tender loving caring husband to my sis in law, success in your career (late nights again!) and better in everything positive... oh most importantly!!!! LOSE some weight! haha

loves apple see you later :)

2010-02-14T01:24:00.002+08:00

yuli - egg tart

hey egg tart... i feel very terrible now! how i wish i have the chance to talk to u now :(

2010-02-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

finally i come to realise my nightmare has just ended... back to singlehood, what is so bad about it? take a deep breath and prepare to march on! come on girl, this is nothing! u have been through a worse shit! pull yourself through :)

2010-02-13T00:40:00.000+08:00

it's been 2 days...

2010-02-12T00:35:00.001+08:00

proof that he loves KFC egg tarts -.-

www.dwell.com.sg

2009-11-22T12:55:00.006+08:00

EDMUND ONG a.k.a ED

JIA QI ONG a.k.a JQ

VERA

JIA QI CHIN a.k.a KACHEE

JAYBEE SHIANGHIO a.k.a JAYBEE

YULI :)

BLUM SOFT OPENING / 20 NOVEMBER 2009

2009-11-22T08:53:00.003+08:00

ED AND HIS "ARMOUR BEARERS"

SUGA' DADDY!

GORGEOUS KACHEE INTERIOR DESIGNER

SWEETY STEPHY THE ACCOUNT

THAT SOMEONE WHO CALLS ME POODLE PRINCESS
&
THE BRIDE-TO-BE: JAYBEE

2009-11-20T09:43:00.003+08:00

checklists / things to do:

smile and there is tomorrow : )

stay focus in work : )

have fun and party hard : )

forget the past and move on : )

dream dream dream : )

LIKE FINALLY....

2009-11-15T11:36:00.002+08:00

finally...
i managed to steal sometimes to update my blog...
it's been years since i last enter www.blogger.com!

finally...
i am back from HK...
most memorable - got to meet my friend-since-primary-one: Merry Lawrensky!
was excited and am still very happy about it...

finally...
i decided on what i am going to do next...
try out RESIDENTIAL DESIGN! haha~

finally...
Adeline Hioe made a comeback...
and got an excuse to meet Inez Siantar!
and really enjoyed the night spent together...
i love you babes!

finally...
Jeffry Angkasa is here in Singapore...
and i am going to meet him today! YAY!!!

finally...
i met a long lost friend, YEH YU ZE!
and most probably will meet him next FRIDAY
ANYONE?

finally...
no more finally!

2009-07-31T15:46:00.000+08:00

for the very first, i guess will be the only and last time, i blog while on work! :p

life is good so far, pretty excited with some big changes ahead. looking forward to better tomorrow.

short and sweet... (before BOSSES found out!!!)

LOL~~~

愛

2009-06-21T02:49:00.002+08:00

給我單身朋友們
愛就像一隻蝴蝶。越要追牠，卻越要逃避。
如果就隨牠自由的飛，牠會在你最不注意時飛向你.
愛使人快樂，卻常傷害人。但只有在你把愛給了一個真正值得付出的人時，是最珍貴的。
所以，花點時間去選擇最好的他/她吧.

給我那不是單身的朋友們
愛不能使他/她成為一個'完美的人'
它卻可以使你找到一個幫你成長的他/她

給我玩世不恭的朋友們
如果你不在乎，不要說'我愛你'。如果他們不在時，不要討論自已的感受.
不要涉足會使他人心碎的生活。
說謊時，不要看著眼睛.
最殘忍的事莫過於男人讓女人愛他，卻是逢場作戲。反之亦然...

給我已婚的朋友們
不要老是說'這是你的錯'，何不說說'對不起'。
不要老是問'你去哪裡了'，何不說說'我就在這兒等著你'。
不要老是問'你怎麼會這麼作？'，何不說說'我了解你'。
不要老是說'我希望你這麼做'，何不說說'我感謝你的一切'。

給我那已訂婚的朋友們
要真正衡量包容心，不是看在一起幾年了，而是要看彼此的敬愛 .

給我心碎的朋友們
心碎的時間和傷害的深度，完全取決於你自已。
難的是，如何從中學習，而不是從傷痛中爬起。

給我所有天真的朋友們
要如何戀愛？--就愛吧。不要欲言又止；要互相協調，不要太固執；
要分享，且千萬不要有不公平；要了解，別命令；
受傷後不要再記恨。

給我積極的朋友們
看到你所愛的他/她和其他人很快樂使你心碎.
但知道你所愛的他/她是和你在一起不快樂，令人更加的傷心。

給我害怕去承認的朋友們
當你和他/她分手時，愛受到傷害.
當他/她和你分手時，更是傷痛.
但傷害最深的是你所愛的他/她完全無法了解你的感受.

給我那還在等待的朋友們
人生最傷心的事，是你和他/她愛情長跑了多年，最後的結局卻不如所望。
'如果他/她現在讓你覺得不值得付出，那麼一年，甚至十年後，都不會值得付出的。
讓他/她走吧.

給我所有的朋友們
我竭誠祝福你們愛著一個誠實、強壯、成熟、衷心、有衝勁、保護你、積極、值得付出和無私的他/她。

2009-06-13T00:26:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday lovely yu wen... stay happy and cheerful always! all the best in everything. live to the fullest ya. though nowadays we hardly get the chance to meet, i definitely miss you so much... stay in touch and BFF girl : )))

i am flying off today and will only be back on 18 June 2009. if there is anything urgent (die die must look for me) or miss talking to me, just for fun, or want me to bring you something from indo, you can definitely contact me at 9005 0289 and hopefully i got your call/sms and reply back. take care and have fun! see you in 6 days time : )))

a monday to remember

2009-06-08T22:27:00.005+08:00

monday, 08 june 2009, is definitely not blue to me... : )

early in the morning, found some little surprises on my desk.

a kitty in front of my schiavello invitation card! i don't like cats but somehow find this kitty quite adorable... isn't she?

a 30cm ruler on my keyboard. something that only yuli will have (what my colleagues said, stereotyping because i am the youngest @.@)

a heartwarming note on the ruler, saying:
"i'm your friend, rain or shine... thanks so much for being mine!"

the culprit: Steven : ))) my fatty tummy godfather

YAY! i passed!!! thanks for all the "good luck! all the best" from Helen, Alexis, Ling, Uncle Edmund, Uncle Steven, David, Bro Leo Rui Dao Long and my two beloved siblings!!! i know i will not disappoint all of you! : ) but seriously, the questions are so tricky i mumbled f*** a few times... i laughed to myself when the result shows "PASSED". grabbed my bag and almost walked out the room when the instructor said "too happy and forgotten your IC!" in front of everybody (i caught some smiling, GRRRRR!!!!!!!) i left my ic on the desk! DAMN IT!!!

but seriously... I AM HAPPY DELIGHTED GRATEFUL for everything i have today : )

my recent updates

2009-06-07T13:20:00.009+08:00

heard of it before i finally saw and tasted the real thing!
yummy squid ink pasta @ empire state

what else to say when you have these cute paper clips with full emotions expressed!
@ MD Associates

Happy birthday to you, my dear-EST BESTIE Inez, Nyez, monyet, gila woman! gw gak basa basi lagi deh... you know i always want the best for you! ya gak??? LOL~ telat banget ya??? sorry deh... drpada gak kan??? : P (yuli minta digampar banget ya...) heart you forever babe!
@ Party World, International Building

2009-05-29T23:31:00.004+08:00

Office shifted from 11 Stamford Road, Capitol Building to a shophouse at 9 Purvis Street.
Total area of the whole office is about the same, but somehow it feels smaller (guess it's because of the layout plan). Seating arrangement is 3 by 3 and my current neighbour is Helen! which is good~ coz we share a lot of info, not only ID but also some irrelevant topics. Let me mention some - CLUB 21 SALE, FACIAL TREATMENT and some other girl's fashion thingy! LOL~

Soooooo, i was so sick of CITY HALL area when our office was located there. and now i get a little bit sick of BUGIS, used to be one of my fav hang out spots! OU-AM-GE! getting sick of bugis junction, bugis village, don't mention bras basah... so the only place which somehow is still new to me is ILUMA/FILMGARDE (not sure of the name though).

Honestly speaking, till now i still cannot figure out the intention of doing the umbrella-alike design at the front facade of the building. I quite like the whole contrast of rigid and fluid concept (love the timber deck and the ceiling features at the entrance), i find that the selection of materials are carefully thought of, the custom-made column metal cladding is something new and like the seating benches idea. SAD to find only about 70% of the whole shopping malls is occupied. and SAD to find that most retails houses their house brands as i hardly find some branded stores.

I should say the F&B here is very different from what we normally have. One of them is this restaurant i went to, named "THE EMPIRE STATE" (somehow similar to "NEW YORK NEW YORK"). What i love is their slogan, it is really something that makes one feels not guilty at all of what they eat... haha! please refer to the picture!

*FREEDOM TO IGNORE YOUR WAISTLINE!
*FREEDOM TO BURP ALOUD!
*FREEDOM TO TALK WITH YOUR MOUTH FULL!

So i ordered this sinful dish, which is also under the recommended categories. I was freaking shocked to find a huge meatball on top of the spagetti (it is about 5cm diameter). LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL~

I definitely don't look guilty at all!

AND!

i guess i got at least another kg after the meal!

which is not okay

BUT!

there is nothing i can do about it!

BECAUSE!

i simply can't resist good food!

2009-05-10T22:13:00.002+08:00

happy birthday leo, my dear friend... semoga panjang umur dan sehat selalu ya! gw seneng coz you said banyak perubahan positive di dalam hidup lu... mudah2an perubahan2 itu bikin lu tambah mature dan sukses deh. kapan kapan kalo ada kesempatan maen ke sini ya : ) thanks banget selama ini uda banyak bantuin gw, banyak nasehatin gw juga... : )

AGAIN, HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY!

2009-05-03T10:23:00.002+08:00

i got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you is fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town, and i said

romeo save me, i've been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you but you never come
is this in my head? i don't know what to think
he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

and said, marry me juliet
you'll never have to be alone
i love you and that's all i really know
i talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
it's a love story, baby just say yes

cause we were both young when i first saw you...

2009-05-01T11:29:00.006+08:00

1st may 2009... it's labour day and it falls on friday (which simply means LONG WEEKEND! YEAH!) was pretty excited at first... Had so much planning, which none is happening! LOL~

Not meeting Robin, not cycling with Uncle Ben, not karaoke-ing with Inez... intended to spend one whole of today not to WORK at all and really have a peaceful sleep throughout the day~! BUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT........ here i am, waking up at 9:30am and has been surfing i-net since then! WHAT THE HELL! if i were to follow my plan, shouldn't i be sleeping now??? okay, face it yuli! no point complaining.

FINE!

feeling kind of sad yesterday coz mom has gone back to Indo... it's always the case whereby when a person is close to you then you find her annoying or things like that; and when one day she is not by your side, you will somehow miss her... and DAMN IT! that's exactly how i am feeling right now... and i have never been a FANS of separation, meaning i really extremely hate the feeling of losing someone in my life. BUT AGAIN, there is NOTHING i can do about it. (TOO BAD!)

Touching on a little bit of my working life, "STRESS" is the best word to describe. HAHA! not going to elaborate more, coz it will be another paragraph of complaints.

I freaking need some break, i need HOLIDAY! (random comments)

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2009-04-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

today,
i learned to give up a little to get a little more in return.

today,
i learned that love, not time heals all the wounds.

today,
i learned that the fastest way to grow is to surround myself with people who are better than me.

what have you learned today? : )

2009-04-08T23:00:00.001+08:00

2009-03-29T21:28:00.000+08:00

"Regret is an insight that comes one day too late"

2009-03-28T10:24:00.005+08:00

as i grow up, i learn that even the one person that is not supposed to let me down probably will. i have my heart broken, probably more than once, and it's HARDER everytime. i fight with my best friends and may fall in love with them again. i blame a new love for things an old one did. i cry because time is passing too fast and i'll eventually lose someone close to me. so i have promised myself to love like i've never been hurt because every 60 seconds i spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness that i'll never get back : )

2009-03-26T23:38:00.002+08:00

remember u promise to draw me a portrait of myself >: [

2009-03-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

i am getting a tattoo! real one but small one... coz i am scared of pain! hoho... but so far my sibling sis and the other two sisters disagree. WHY? WHY disagree? i just want to have FUN... please give me ur fullest support... i need it! : (

2009-03-22T14:10:00.002+08:00

22.03.2009, 03:12:02AM, Beer Belly

2009-03-01T14:12:00.002+08:00

Siblings' Time : )

Korea Trip

2009-02-21T18:42:00.010+08:00

2009-01-18T23:14:00.006+08:00

finally we talked! i was so so so happy : ) was almost mad because he never contacted me for 2 days already... so not used to it T.T

glad to know he is home safely. and glad to hear the first thing that came out from his mouth, "I MISS YOU!" he even said he feels so not used to it because nobody "bully" him (literally)... haha!!! i told you, you will miss it for sure! : P

today is the second day and i am still alive... so i guess i am still doing fine. guess all thanks to the shopping trip with my sis... we went to far east plaza for food and some wardrobe add-ons. total spending for today: $150,-

counting down: 26 days to go (still VERY LONG) T.T

I am so going to miss you T.T

2009-01-17T19:35:00.004+08:00

my very very first red packet and it's from him

Today is the 1st day
Counting down: 27 days to go!

2009-01-17T19:21:00.003+08:00

Christmas Event 11 December 2008
Olio Dome Singapore Art Museum
Theme: Night Safari

2009-01-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

HELLO : )

BYE! @.@

shall we call it a date?

2008-11-20T22:12:00.009+08:00

for the very first time on the whole 9 months of history, we actually managed to squeze some time on weekend HERE! YES! SENTOSA! he came out with the idea, since he has a "secret mission" to accomplish :P

I was actually quite excited since i have not visited this place for donkey years. I didnt even know there is skytrain, so we dont have to take bus or cable car anymore! hoho~

the first picture taken while walking to the beach...

this is my chosen spot! in the middle of nowhere actually... and we just settled down... don't care!

nothing much to do... so I literally dug the sand and accidentally i found this genie! very very small one... and I built a nice spot for him too! :D

the genie next to the bottle! wine~ wine~... my favourite!

picture of me taken by him...

taken by him too~

it's him! stealing a sip of my wine!

me me again : )

MR SMILEY FACE by ME!

This peacock definitely loves beaches!

due to certain reason, his mission is not accomplished. it's getting dark so we decided to leave the place.

I should say I really had great time that day - 25 October 2008!

See you again SENTOSA!

2008-10-20T22:22:00.002+08:00

hello!!! my baby godson! have not met him yet! he is super cute ya! agree???

2008-10-19T22:15:00.004+08:00

been years since i last update my blog... oh NO! i just posted an entry yesterday... was kind of too shocked -.-lll coz fei actually browse my blog yesterday! BIG THING HUH?!? huahahahahaha....

anyway working life SUX! LITERALLY SUX! feeling kind of exhausted and under stress... STOP complaining lah yuli!

okaaayyyyyyyyyyy.... move on! i have a godson, very handsome young boy! will upload the pictures maybe next time... or maybe tonight! haiz... i don't know lah... so bored now... and so lonely also! T.T

friends, where are you all now??? i seriously need outing badly, real BADLY! have been under pressure recently... please make some time for me or else! DON'T REGRET if you found me "DEAD OVERTAKING PANADOLS!" hahahahaha!!!! so please ya... especially those who calls yourself my best friend! waiting for ya...

2008-10-18T14:03:00.000+08:00

Fei, you are caught of viewing my blog today! LOL~

stay by sugarland

2008-10-05T14:17:00.002+08:00

i been sittin' here staring
at the clock on the wall
and i been layin here praying
praying she won't call
it's just another call from home
and you'll get it and be gone
and i'll be crying
and i'll be beggin you baby
beg you not to leave
but i'll be left here waiting
with my heart on my sleeve
oh for the next time we'll be here
seems like a million years
and i think i'm dying

what do i have to do to make you see
she can't love you like me

why dont you stay
im down on my knees
im so tired of being lonely
don't i give you what you need
when she calls you will go
there is one thing you should know
we dont have to live this way
baby why dont you stay

you keep telling me baby
there will come a time
when you will leave her arms
and forever be in mine
but i don't think that's the truth
and i don't like being used
and i'm tired of waiting
it's too much pain to have to bear
to love a man you have to share

why dont you stay
im down on my knees
im so tired of being lonely
don't i give you what you need
when she calls you will go
there is one thing you should know
we dont have to live this way
baby why dont you stay

i can't take it any longer
but my will is getting stronger
and i think i know just what i have to do
i can't waste another minute
after all that i've put in it
i've given you my best
why does she get the best of you
so the next time you find
you wanna leave her bed for mine

why dont you stay
im up off my knees
im so tired of being lonely
you cant give me what i need
when she begs you not to go
there is one thing you should know
i dont have to live this way
baby why dont you stay

yeah yeah oh oh oh oha oh

i am sad, am really sad

2008-10-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

i am sad, am really sad...

particularly not because what happened, more to the fact that he no longer cares.
is this really what he wants? i've tried talking things out, but he seemed sure about his decision.

should i give up? can anyone tell me?

I always know they care

2008-10-04T01:17:00.002+08:00

May - Tomorrow will be better.
Inez - there is always a wise woman behind every successful man.
Xiao Peng - don't let go, don't get to meet new ones.
Leo - whatever it is, always on my side.
Bro Qing - next week ice skate + drink!

Explanations will come later after I feel much better. Please understand and be patient, thank you : )

分手

2008-10-04T00:05:00.003+08:00

没想到这样快，没想到这么突然，她在沉默之后，开口便是分手。

字母这时成了密码，我读不出，渐渐也看不清。

她一下子变得很冷酷，让我感到陌生。

她厌倦了，说不能再忍受这种关系。

尽管还是爱我，但决定，是分手。

安慰的话语，远方，眼泪……

顺其自然吧……

祝你幸福。

2008-10-02T23:21:00.001+08:00

i hate today! YES! HATE HATE HATE!

china china china

2008-10-01T11:54:00.015+08:00

2008-05-15T20:13:00.003+08:00

HOHO! yuli is back! AGAIN & FINALLY! it's been months since i last updated this lovely blog of mine...

finished my school life... and just realised that i actually have fulfilled all listed in my wish list, thanks for my dearest sister may for being so observant...

had been travelling to many countries recently... whooooo!!!!!!! not mentioning that now i am still out of town and hope to be back on 22nd... hohoho!!!! INEZ, i mentioned HOPEFULLY! haha... (she is going to kill me)

dun worry lah Nez! doain aja gw gak lupa on the day... jadi gak ada hadiah deh!

: p

2008-03-16T15:33:00.003+08:00

it's been very long since i published my last entry... yes! Final Year Project has taken all my time these last four months. and finally, i am done! yesterday was my last day, it was the last day of Temasek Design Show 2008 as well... i have to admit i am kinda feeling sad and scared of losing contacts with my beloved course mates! oh well, time moves on, no matter what... and i promise, the memories will remain : )

2008-02-29T22:26:00.001+08:00

today is february 29!

not a very good day for me... yes, i guess it's just another sucky day!

2008-02-05T19:58:00.001+08:00

thank you very much.

2008-01-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

i think i shouldn't meet you, i shouldn't know you.
then i won't like you and i won't think too much.

life is so so unfair... =(

2007-12-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

i have no more patience...

ALOHA @ TIMBRE

2007-12-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

took place on the 13th December 2007, two thumbs up for this rather early christmas and new year celebration by MD Associates. and of course, the theme is ALOHA! had great time and really enjoyed the party. thanks Alexis and Ling for the invitation : )

=.=lll forget his name... but this hip uncle is the new project director of the company. believe it or not... he came in his best pair of boxer and yeah!!! he seems very comfortable throughout the party!

Alexis the boss! and Stephanie... this is one proof of Alexis acting cute! and he told me he loves it... GOODNESS!

me and MARK! this guy is really something... if i am not wrong, he is from Philippines, 23 years old and still available! haha.... a real bad smoker though!

Alexis and SNIPPY! both love wine and beer! and i mean A LOT! really CRAZY!

me and Stephanie! We are both made in Indonesia! ^^v

the pretty girl in between me and Stephanie is CYNTHIA from Johor Bahru, Malaysia! she is really gorgeous! seriously... *love love*

three of us again... <3<3<3

*us* with ALOHA board : )

this picture is supposed to be a picture of Helen, Stephie and me ONLY! but the "carpet guy" suddenly appeared and spoiled everything =.=lll

everything is perfect except for the part when someone (name cannot be mentioned) got so drunk that he ran around trying to hug people... OMG! damn scary!!! but overall, yeah! it was damn FUN!

2007-12-09T10:30:00.000+08:00

saturday, 08.12.2007 i was very : ) thanks for everything!

2007-12-07T11:47:00.000+08:00

i love. i miss. you.

2007-11-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

i believe....

still believe, it takes time to understand
no need to rush, be patient and just wait

let fate does its parts
of uniting you and me together

-apple.com-

i had such a long day today... in fact since last night... went to watch enchanted! and it is really really very very good that i decided to give it the title of BEST MOVIE OF THE YEAR 2007! i really mean it!

today, went to shop with my lovely little sister... in preparation of her prom night... and yes, she really did some serious spending of her money today! well, but i think she deserves it, after about a month being a geek for her "A" levels.

after that, we went to out "new home" where we are going to be moving into to collect the keys from Mr.Ching, the agency in charge! then of coz after that, i went home!

tired, but still have some stuffs to do! cannot sleep yet! have to finish packing my room by today... so!!!!

BYE for now!

2007-11-24T01:19:00.000+08:00

i ask,

have you ever loved me?

as always,

........................................

silence

and again,

i am clueless

2007-11-18T00:57:00.000+08:00

nez, this is dedicated for you... hope you like it... give it a title yourself okay???

...

sejak pertama bertemu
ketika mata kita saling menatap
debar jantungku semakin laju
adakah kau rasakan yang sama?

seribu satu tanya di kepala
yang sulit kuungkapkan dalam kata
kini kuyakin kaulah jawaban yang kunanti
betapa kuberharap kau tahu

berjumpa denganmu adalah keberuntunganku
mengenalmu adalah kebahagianku
mencintaimu adalah berkah terindah bagiku
bersamamu selamanya adalah inginku

2007-11-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

i have written a lot of entries... but i seem to have not talked about my school friends... and this is actually a request from my dear ai lih and darling li jin... so this entry is specially dedicated to both of them.

miss chua ai lih... a 20-year-old malaysian friend of mine. we are more than just normal friends okayyyy.... we are very very close friends... you can also say we are sisters! but it does not just end there, she is my dear "boyfriend". My first impression of her: she is rather boyish type of girl... but after sometimes, i realise the meaning of "we can't judge a book by its cover". she is 180 degrees different from what i thought of her. she is such a gentle girl and someone who is actually very kind-hearted, fun to be with and most importantly a good listener! when i have problems, she always give me her fullest support apart from her good advices.

miss kwa li jin... also 20 years old this year, also malaysian, also my bestie, also my sister! and lastly she is my darling. the very first girl i met and talked to in temasek polytechnic, which means we are really fated! first impression of her: she is a shy girl who needs to be protected... but after knowing her, i changed my mind too. she is totally not weak! don't play play ya... she has arms muscles! wah... i seem to have a lot to say about her... identical with her very famous nick name - sotong / blur queen... i guess it is understandable o.O so let's move on... oh ya... another thing to add on: she is very quiet... but only when she is emo-ing! her black face will give you goosebumps!

after all, both of them are loved very very much by me... best friends forever babes...

UPDATE UPDATE!!!

2007-11-14T10:58:00.000+08:00

here is the latest update of my so-boring-but-still-more-interesting life compared to others! haha... NO OFFENCE!

finding house is the most DISGUSTING thing to do... i just can't be bothered with all the housing agents. they are angels on the outside, evils on the inside. they can tell you, "okay... this unit is 5 minutes away from somerset MRT station." on the phone! but it is actually 10 minutes away! DAMN DAMN DAMN!!! *punch punch* if it doesn't concern me... don't ever think i am going to do anything at ALL!

freaking pissed off!

school-wise??? getting more and more intense and stressful these days! hopefully everything goes in place... *pray*

PS. for Nez - currently still have no inspiration for the love poem... let me recall how it feels when you are in love then i can write for you! maybe YOU should tell me!!! ( she is in honeymoon period!) *envy envy o.O*

to be continued! lots of things to do now... Be right back!

so now, what's your opinion?

2007-11-08T13:18:00.000+08:00

last night i watched a drama on channel 8 and there was this actor who mentioned that there are only two possibilities why a couple do remain as friends after they broke up:

first, it maybe because one of them never really love the other party;
and the other possibility is that one of them regrets and hopes to be back in the relationship one day...

i went to think about it and hmmmm.... i do agree with what he said to a certain extent! (WAAAHHHHH!!! sounds so SOCIAL STUDIES!!!) but since i am so "free" right now, let me share with you the third possibility...

i personally always believe that friends-after-a-break-up exists... and what i mean is nothing related to either of the possibilities mentioned earlier.

i feel that if one is able to accept the fact of a break up, it will never be a problem to stay as friends; in fact they may end up being very close friends since they used to be with each other and they surely know each other better than other people do.

and another thing that i always keep in mind is that love does not mean you have to own. to say i really love someone, to me it means i want to see him happy, be it the case when we both are together or not.

and believe me, it feels GOOD! when you are able to do it!

fresh from the oven

2007-11-06T21:55:00.001+08:00

same old address, with new look... check it out!

such wonderful thoughts

2007-11-04T12:37:00.000+08:00

planning to go china once i graduate... i have planned everything well! all that i need to do now is praying real damn hard for it to really happen...

and most probably will visit thailand also... hopefully with a bunch of friends! ^^v

DAMN IT~

they are going to bali island without me! T.T i wish i can go... but by then i will still be stucked with the major project! S**T!

GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....................

2007-11-03T23:18:00.000+08:00

in the past, i refused to believe...

but now i have to admit that:

NOTHING LASTS FOREVER!

so why bother at all?

JUST DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE!

2007-10-31T22:15:00.001+08:00

顽皮の公主... 小由 <3 Marie Digby (Appear offline)

my butterfly doesn't fly

2007-10-20T15:02:00.000+08:00

i am currently....

in love with...

MARIE DIGBY!

2007-10-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

today is 19 October 2007...

i was sitting in front of computer, not mine, my bro's... doing nothing till when my eyes hit the pink diary on his book shelf... it's mine but i have no idea why it stays in my bro's room!

first page: flight ticket to singapore! 1 july 2002 to be exact... never write much..

second page: SPH's sport and arts competition... i took part with two of my besties - Maike and Venty. we did SIMPLE BATTERY - using lemon, nail and zync and guess WHAT?!? we WON! yay...

third page: suddenly talked about my first time going to cinema to watch movie in singapore... at SHAW orchard... movie title - so close! i even wrote down... i watched it with ellen, jenny, iwan and my dearest sis!

fourth page: which is on 1 october 2002: children's day... 10 kids - yuli, mega, rick_why, rez_sha, rika, dodo, ellen, rika, jef-viet, yustinus and our fav - victor! we went to SINGAPORE DISCOVERY CENTRE and it was FUN ^^.

fifth page: a self-made booklet from my dearest god sister - roommate - cupid - bestie VENTY!
this is what is written:
thanks for being a good friend for me... don't forget me ya... bye phing!
haha... yes... all of them call me by phing! my chinese name not in the correct standard pin yin but indonesian pin yin!

sixth page: a goodbye letter from Gustina Ayu... and what i love the most is! the poem... she wrote me one about friendship!

seventh page: an envelope with two letters! not any letters =p shall i say LOVE letters? haha... and i suddenly remember, it was from my seniors... and i feel so touched by things that they wrote inside... make me realise how much they care for me... and now one of them is in australia and the other one is in boston, not really sure since we have lost contact... but it's funny! both of them really leave me unforgettable memories!

next last two pages: all about rick_why! i wrote some of his unique characteristics... then the next page is a picture of sendo - a character found in slamdunk comic. well, i like him a lot... and rick_why drew his portrait for me!

haha... feel so happy and totally TOUCHED! by everything in the diary... i have so many good memories and i am thankful being the one who experienced them...

AND!!! forget to mention! 7 bought me some presents from CHINA... all piggies =0( haha... can't help it since i am always associated with a pig by him... hate to admit but they are just so so so so cute! and i mean it! C-U-T-E!!!!!!!!!!!!

simply love them a lot... thinking of getting names for each of them... haha... i think i am going to... thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu so so so much! =0)

2007-10-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

made a trip home for three days and here i am back again... kinda fun... a lot of exciting things happened! like... hmmm... i don't really know where to start... so just forget it!!!

2007-09-23T11:40:00.000+08:00

i think indo bands ROCK!!!!!!

i love the play of guitar...
i like the lyrics...
they don't really have the looks, but hey! thumbs up for their voices...

they are just sooooooooooooooooooo COOL : )

2007-09-23T11:36:00.000+08:00

L.O.V.E I.T!!!!!

menghapus jejakmu - peter pan

terus melangkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

engkau bukanlah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

terus melangkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

engkau bukanlah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

lepaskan segalanya
lepaskan segalanya

engkau bukanlah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

2007-09-18T21:15:00.001+08:00

finally... holiday! don't even know whether to be happy or sad for the fact that i have been trying hard to make myself busy with stuffs these few days...

my mom has gone back... somehow i am kind of feeling lonely after she left! and scared too... on that very night, i couldn't sleep! i have no idea why, i kept imagining scary things - say GHOSTS! ended up sleeping in the couch at living room...

anyway, i guess there is not much things that i can do during this holiday because i have to take care of my poor little brother, peter! hiks for me~~~

2007-09-14T17:15:00.000+08:00

please pray for indo... please, NO more earthquake! =(

J.B trip

2007-09-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

without realising, my mom has been staying in singapore for 1 month already. and she will need to stay for another, say 10 days...

therefore...

she has only 2 alternatives to extend her duration of staying in singapore... go to ICA building at Lavender or get out of singapore...

as always, my mom would rather choose to go J.B as she thinks it is less troublesome! (well... i have no idea how true it is!)

so we - my mom and me actually followed ai lih and li jin to J.B for dinner and came back straight after the dinner... so free huh?!?

had wonderful dinner! and here are some shots taken:

food food nice food!

my mama gendut...

my dear and my darling

friendship = me + her +her

left - mom and daughter, right - bf anf gf
=.=lll

21.08.2007

2007-09-04T10:24:00.000+08:00

yay! i succesfully managed to upload those videos taken on my birthday...

fire show by 7! shot by ai lih...

i am so so so touched! thank you so much!

fei's show time : )

2007-09-04T10:05:00.000+08:00

he remembered my birthday was on 21th August but he forgot that the day we met was my birthday itself... here is a birthday present from him... you may think it's anyhow, but actually it's his CCA in TP! hope you enjoy it!

my life has not been any better

2007-09-04T09:48:00.000+08:00

yes! i am still dwelling with my past so so so so much! kind of feeling tired... but seriously, i have no freaking idea how to forgive and forget. how? how? how?

i know for sure if i continue to be like this, i will be hurt more... but i just CAN NOT!

maybe what kx said about me is true... he always thinks that i am so used to getting all the things i want and when i lose certain stuffs i will feel a big part of me is missing...

aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

HELP!

fun fun night

2007-09-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

@ kartini indonesian resto

lovely mom and sis

love them both equally!

=.="

happy 21st beedee to dearest fei

2007-09-02T00:34:00.001+08:00

31.08.2007 (supposedly on 29.08.2007)

best wishes for you...
thanks for being a good listener when i am troubled
thanks for being so kind and nice to me! :))))
stay cool and happy always!